Changes
After 2 weeks notice I still cant believe that me and my roomates are going to split, yes, we decided to go our separate ways, I know its so sudden! and its all because of the owner (M our roomate) cuz she decided that shes going to live in with her bf….
Ive been trying to chew this information for a couple of days now and u know, the news really caught me by surprise, SOOOO unexpected! maybe I sound exaggerated but this is how I feel…
Ok let me explain, of course I am happy for her!
Its just that I depended sooo much in this person, she was like the mom of the house! she was always there no matter what kind of situation, so its really breaking my heart cuz in 1 year and a half weve shared a lot of memories and now itll be over….
She thought we’ll be fine if we just look for a new roomate and rent my room then I get to move to her room (bigger room, bigger closet, bigger bed, etc) but when she told us that shes gonna have to take the washing machine, the dining table, etc etc etc….. thats when I realized Its not worth it… cuz first of all I cant afford and yes I can pay by cc but I just cant do that when I am still paying my other cc! also, I am not financially ready, my situation here is really not that stable I know I cant complain cuz I have a job and food to eat, but Its just that I cant save no matter how hard I try and I must save for my future…
Also, D told me to move in with him, I am excited but not that excited cuz u know its too soon, and I dont know if I am ready I mean, I know I should be ready but Im kinda scared cuz its going to be a big change in my life, I know I had to get there sooner or later but u know? Ive been thinking… just because of my situation… why do I have to move in with him? now I feel like hes been obligated to decide this because I cant find a place to live, I mean, of course we thought about this living in together someday but we were talking about 2yrs from now or 3! geez not now… seriously… I am having second thoughts also because he lives in a different city! and u know how much I love my city! LOL
but yeah, kidding aside! Itll be really a pain in the neck cuz I’ll have to wake up at 430 AM to catch the 6 AM train to BCN then catch a metro to my work, thatll be a total of 3 hours back and forth monday to sunday! I’ll be dead tired! and to think that now I only spend 30min! what a difference huh? so since he knows my situation he told me not to pay the rent but we could share with the bills (water, electricity, internet, heater) I think its fair enough considering that Im gonna have to pay a lot for transportation!!! grrrrr
Also, with the money that Im going to save, I’ll be able to pay my cc, my mom, etc etc and save to buy a brand new car!
yeah! sounds fantastic! but now it sounds like I am going to move in with him just because I want to save???? or because I really wanna be with him? did u get the point now? maybe it doesnt make any sense at all, ha! no wonder its 1am and im veeeeeeeery sleeeepy so anyway, I have 1 month left and Ill do my best to try and find a new bedroom before the end of the month, so wish me luck!
That mini vacay
It was fantastic!
we drove from 5am to 1pm with 4 stops! and went straight to lunch at my parents’s home
D’s parents’s were a bit surprised cuz apparently D knew that his parents were gonna decline the offer so what he did is drive straight to my parents’s home! now it felt a bit awkward at the beginning cuz D’s mom was like “u shouldve asked first if we wanted to go” “not that we are declining your food… but we had plans” “we didnt want to disturb” etc etc… In the end they all got along very well and talked a lot about everything.
now on our last day D’s mom was saying… “wish we couldve stayed a bit longer to see this and that” “oh i wanted to eat this..” “i was recommended to visit this place…” etc! LOL
times up! i gotta go to bed, will update later in the meantime here are the pics! see ya!
Getting ready
I should start to do my hair and pack my bags cuz D will be here around lunch and then we’ll go to his place to spend the night to wake up at 4 freaking AM!!!! so before the clock hits 5 am we need to pick up his parents at a different city and say goodbye to BCN for 5 days! woohoo!
Im soooo happy!!!!
kinda sad, kinda frustrated, kinda furious!!!! X(
So as Grace suggested here I am trying to blog how frustrated and how desperate I am, I feel like crap, seriously these things wouldntve happened if I had a well paid job… ok, I should probably start from the beginning.
We were suppose to go home (VLL) for holy week (D and I) so he could finally meet my parents… I already booked the hotel, I already saved a little pocket money and most of all I WAS SOOOO FUCKING LOOKING FWD TO IT!!!!
So yeah, first of all we get an unexpected electricity bill when in the first place we were suppose to receive it next month, not this month! we already paid on january our last bill! WTF?!!!!!! ugh >_< next, is the fucking microwave! suddenly it stopped heating, so why it got broken this month and not on May or June??? so as you can imagine we need to buy a new one cuz it takes ages to heat everything in the stove and also, I had to pay my enrollment fee just today, so there you go my little pocket money, all gone!!!! worts of all, I have to pay the hotel cuz we wont get a 100% refund! what a great holy shit vacay!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Now, of course you must be wondering why wont I do something about my situation and shut the fuck up!!!! just so you know Ive been submitting resumes like crazy, no matter how tired I arrive from work I am jobhunting, when Im at home I submit resumes online too! I am guessing its either racism or just my bad luck! I am so impatient but im very tired of my work specially with my new schedule I only have 3 days off in the whole month, It sucks cuz I dont get a lot of cash for that crazy schedule and I must admit that I regret signing that new contract! waaaaa… Im desperate, I feel like crying again, I need changes!!!!
Im off to eat vanilla ice cream, hopefully itll cheer me up a bit.
5 commentsSnow in Barcelona!!!!
OMG I still cant believe it! but yes it reallly snowed!!!! the last time it snowed like this in Barcelona was back in ‘86! I was only 6 years old and I could still remember how I used to make snow balls and throw them at a wall, ahhhhh…. childhood memories.
Anyway, Its unbelievable cuz its not very usual to snow here specially in MARCH! spain gets snow in other cities upnorth but not here and to think that we’re supposed to enjoy spring weather already but instead we get snow! oh yeah craaaaazy weather!!!! of course everyone was taking pics and vids like crazy, school was cancelled, loads of accidents, police everywhere, ppl stuck in trains overnight, no electricity in other cities, just to name a few of the incidents, my roomate couldnt go back home last night! she went to her bf’s family to spend the night, good thing she had a place to go cuz other ppl had to stay in hotels!!!! as you can imagine, everyone was in a panic mode! of course BCN is not prepared for a weather like this, we’re so used to get few drops of rain, too much sunshine and just a lil bit of cool wind, haha… seriously that snowfall was absolutely MADNESS!!!!!
D was really worried cuz his car wasnt prepared for snow, I mean, he didnt have those snow chains so we had to go to the mall to buy and omg I never knew they were so friggin expensive! 90€!!! omg i was in total shock when I saw the price, there was a cheap one for only 20€ but they didnt have his car model so he didnt have a choice! gahhh… it was already full of snow when we left my place, what was i thinking when i wore that skirt, leggings and boots??? im so stupid sometimes, really! now my boots are still wet and today I wore the wrong clothes again! oh well.
So I went back to work today, when I saw all that snow I thought to myself I shouldnt have submitted my leave sick paper yet, haha… I still had 10 days left but yeah, I am ok, neck is healed, shoulders are fine, but I am soooo tired and not to mention this stupid headache! waaaa… I should get more hours of sleep and shut up.
3 comments15 days paid sick leave
OMG, i have never imagined that id get a 15 days sick leave, I dont think i can survive! thats a lot of days! its only day 2 and im reaaaally booooored! ughhhh
i think im gonna go back to work on monday… I was gonna clean my place or organize my oh-so-messy closet but i feel sooo lazy cuz ive been sleeping a lot, i know thats good for me but i gotta blame those relaxing muscular pills that ive been prescribed…
Also, today i finally saw that green bruise under my underarm, i really hope it goes away soon… green is not my fave colour, hehe.
We had plans for this saturday, im gonna meet D’s workmate (and gf) and we’re gonna play bowling ok i know i wont be able to play so im just gonna be the papa papa paparaaaazzi. ^_^
update: apparently the gf of D’s workmate had to work so they cancelled, oh well.. maybe next time.
D’s birthday celebration
So we decided not to prepare that surprise party cuz he insisted in celebrating his bday with his bff J… it all happened last saturday cuz D’s bday was on thursday and J’s bday is today so we had dinner with his and hers family, we were a total of 12 in D’s place, ppl had to brought chairs! and D had to buy a plastic table, haha.. so we spend all afternoon in this mall before we got started with the preparation, we only had a dinner snack the famous bread with tomato with spanish ham, chorizo, llonganisa, botifarra, cheese, ull see the pics in fb ![]()
So I brought the coffee cake that I made and they really liked it, I was really a bit shy cuz It was the 1st time that Ive made a real cake! omg I was so nervous about what theyd say, haha… J told me if she could see the cake and I was like ok but im gonna show it only 2u then she started shouting… marge made a cake for D!!!! lets eat it! I was like… grrrrrrrr while giving her an “im gonna kill u!” kind of stare! hahahaha…
All in all, It was a really nice evening, very familiar and I have to mention what D’s mom told me when she gave me a kiss when they were leaving…. “you should come to our place more often!” and I was like… ohhhh ok thanks!
I felt really happy.
So when D and I were alone I was really furious and wont talk to him cuz I sooo wanted to go out clubbing with his sister and he was like no way we’re off to sleep! im dead tired I woke up today at 4! and I was telling him that it wont take a while just for a few hours then we’ll go home, besides, it was only 1am! and take note he drank a cup of coffee to stay awake, so once again, I was disappointed, its not the 1st time that his sis invited us to go clubbing… last time was last new years eve, so I really wanna go next time!
The next day I fell off the tub, I really dunno what the heck was I thinking, that shower bar wasnt attached properly but I didnt know that! did i?!
I was in the tub crying out loud for more than 20min, I swear I was really scared, good thing D was there, hugging me kissing me and telling me that everythings gonna be alright… so we went to the hospital and wasted all our sunday morning there, i got xrays and received meds and we spent the afternoon at home until it was time to go back to my place.
Monday I went to work, and my neck hurt a LOT so I went back to the doc and this woman annoyed the hell out of me, my roomate told me about her!!! apparently she has no idea about doctoring! ugh, I dont wanna talk about it, seriously… thats what we get for free sss.
I wanna post all of my gifts to D right here so brb, ok?
ok, heres the link to the album
5 commentscistitis
I called in sick today, it all happened last night right after showering when I couldnt pee properly and I was bleeding!!! so, at first I thought it was my period but It was hurting sooooo much that I started to cry, so I immediately called my boss to say that i wasnt feeling well, (while sobbing), omg they all wanted to come here and take me to the hospital and I said that I could go alone but thats when my roomate came and she went to the emergency with me, I was so annoyed cuz we had to wait for an hour! so the doc told me to pee so he could see if I have cistitis.
I already knew I had it cuz it happened to my friend Violet before and I remember very clearly the psymptoms, of course I had a quick look at google too, so after like 15min (yeah that long!) on my attempt to pee I finally did it and he examined my pee and told me that indeed I do have cistitis and that i have a strong urine infection so he prescribed me antibiotics and some kinda pain reliever,
so off we went home and my roomate drove the scooter in search of a 24hr pharmacy! so that was around 11pm and there wasnt any friggin pharmacy open in our area!!!! omg I started to worry a lot cuz it was already 12mn and my roomate wasnt home yet! so I called her and even her bf but noone was answering, I was already thinking about “what if she had an accident… omg!” until I decided to go out in the terrace to check her scooter and TG she just parked and was on her way to our building, so guess what happened? the police stopped her! telling her that she skipped a red light!!!! so they told her to take the alcohol test!!!! omg my roomate never drinks alcohol!!! so she was in a state of shock and got really nervous so this asshole was telling her something like “awwwww… do not cry! u shouldve been more careful” my roomate was trying to explain her situation but she wasnt crying so when she finally took off her helmet she was able to explain herself clearly that I was sick and that she had to run to the pharmacy but in any single friggin moment she skip a red light! she even showed the meds to this stupid policeman!!! who was like laughing at her looking her up and down! apparently it was a youngster goodlooking bastard that has nothing better to do on a thursday night! geez! i was in shock when my roomate told me the story… oh well, we are glad this policeman didnt ask her to pay a fine! so yeah, i am very thankful for her, see? I dont think I can live alone, I really hate not feeling well with no one around, I really miss my mom when times like this
and I must confess that I am like a big fussy baby that needs attention, LOL.
Ok looks like Im going to sleep in the bathroom tonight, doc said I should drink more water! and now i have to pee every 5min, I swear.. I hate feeling this way!
Best Valentine ever! <3
So considering the fact that i have never ever celebrated valentines before I must confess that it was a great fabulous day
First of all, he invited me to his fave catalan resto called “pa amb tomaquet” (bread with tomato) located in his parents’s city (Sabadell) so he made the reservation a week ago so off we drove around 9pm to be on time, he told me that theyd celebrate events there since he was a teenager so I thought it must be a really special place.
Ahhhhhh… the food was delishhhh! I couldnt even finish the 2nd plate, I was sooo full but i couldnt resist the temptation to order choco ice cream for dessert
so when we ordered coffee he gave me a present, a rose! its a fake rose actually! i was kinda shocked cuz i thought there was gonna be a ring inside! hahahahha seriously ud think the same!!!! cuz its so small!
pics below:
so, am i right? or maybe im just imagining things? haha, whatever!
so we went to his place around 12mn cuz it started to rain and we didnt feel like going to a pub, and thats when I told him that he has to find his V gift somewhere in the kitchen, of course he found it in just a minute! cuz the last time I hid a gift in his place I had to tell him where exactly it was hidden, duh! its not like his place is enormous! geez… so there, he told me he didnt like the red striped shirt but appreciated more the belt, I thought it was funny to see him in something red since I was wearing red, I dunno… nevermind… anyway, then he told me that hes got another surprise so I was wondering what could it be and so he told me to find it in the living room, and so I found some plastic bag and I started to unwrap it and ull never guess what my eyes saw… a sexy table (board?) game for adults! LMAO! hahaha… omg, we played all night! hahahaha… and also, the next morning there was another surprise sexy gift that I wont mention here!
LOL! All I can say is that for being our very 1st celebration of V day, it was a fantastic sleepless night
omg, friggin bluetooth aint working!!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr >_<
brb
I gotta go to the mall now to return D’s gift, he was so sincere that I didnt mind that he didnt like the red striped shirt i bought him for valentines, oh well, at least he loved the belt!
he asked me to get him the new madonna’s cd so im gonna buy him that plus the dvd and also i was thinking to get him an electric shaver so he doesnt have to bother his mom everytime he needs to shave it all off, hehe ^_^
update: So i got him the cd & dvd i thought the shaver was too much cuz I still have to give him a wallet and something else, so yea, too many gifts! and oh, Ive made brownies for tomorrow, nom nom!
TO DO LIST:
[x] grocery shopping
[x] send mom’s gift (monday!)
[x] buy red ribbons and transparent gift wrapper
[x] bake ♥heart shape♥ cupcakes ![]()
[x] clean the loo & my room
[x] call my relatives in pinas
[x] call my sister
[x] fold laundry
[x] pack my weekend bag
[x] do homework (with D’s help
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[x] do my accounts
[ ] update links & about page
[ ] cross this list!

